#i need to post more of my art here.. havent posted my art to tumblr since 2022 i dont think..

[fuckinart]

you ever become obsessed with your own sentences

He could tell the truth. But he was frozen. Somehow he knew that if he did talk, they would just have found that fascinating, and probably would have started with his throat instead.

[krillrot]

all these coding classes lately remind me that i gotta work on my website sooner or later...

[kokolattx]

i am rabid i am frothing at the mouth, college is ending me but the semester is almost over!! the moment it ends im going to draw so much my hands will fall out!! also v happy here :] good vibes despite all the fictional murder going around

[theresivy]

PLEASE HELP: SIGNAL B*OST, D*NATE, OR C*MMISSION ME!!

Listed below are the TL;DR, How to Help, and Full story/Context. I’m sorry I had to resort to this but i have no other choice.

TL;DR version

Please help a mentally disabled fan artist’s family to pay for medical debts for c*ncer, insulin, maintenance meds (for depression, anxiety, etc), and cat food

How to Help

D*nations!!! - I only have P*yPal (also thru K*-fi) and GC*sh! Please dm me for the link or QR code

C*mmission me!!! - I really hate asking for help with nothing to give in return, so preferably please c*mmission me. I havent updated my new set of c*mmission sheet samples BUT heres a short, quick version attached on my post as a pic.

B*y my let-go collection of merchandise!!! (PH-based only please and sorry) - In order to try and make up for the em*tional ab*se me and my mom have to go thru on a daily basis just by living with dad, I ended up in a downward spiral and tried to buy things impulsively since 2020. So, now, we’re paying the price and I have been deeply regretting it ever since. So, plsase please please help buy my palugi (selling for a loss) let-go merchandise, theyre mostly official and am selling for a loss, we badly need the space and especially the funds. Weve only sold less than a half of my stock and it doesnt help that my dad keeps mocking me about it.

Share and S*gnal boost!!! - Tumblr is the only site where i have somewhat of an audience. Please please please help reblog, share, and signal boost.

Full Story/Context

Hi, I’m Theresivy (Teh-reese-ivy), I have been depressed and mentally impaired (among other things) who draws art as a multifandom self-taught fan artist, As of 2020 my mom’s tumor has turned into cancer that has only been given medical attention to in 2022 onwards. And as of then, i have indefinitely become a N,E.E.T for my mom and our finance’s sake while being there by her side. As of now she has gone through FOUR surgeries because more and more unexpected complications keep popping up. She doesnt deserve this, why couldnt it have been me,

We live with my emotionally abusive and manipulative dad (her husband) and our two fur daughters Pancake and Waffles (of which my cats and mom mean more than the world to me) while being forced to live in one of the countless apartment complexes my equally abuse maternal uncle (and his wife, my maternal A-I-L) as we have no other choice. And as such, my dad has been kissing their asses since we were forced to move here more than five years ago.

Both my uncle and my A-I-L took it upon themselves to become the defacto head of my maternal family ever since my maternal grandmother passed just because he became rich thru the means of evil entrepreneur practices. We cant do anything lest we want to get kicked and live on the streets. He is a real-life mastermind as he is always a few steps ahead of us, even making it so that his eldest daughter became his perfect pawn of being his personal lawyer. He always has connections and to them we are merely insects.

My parents and the rest of our family dont really see “artist” as anything that could get money rolling in (and day by day my failed attemptes have been proving them right), and on top of that, they see me being depressed and such as being the “freeloading couch potato”. So they keep bringing up how much of a failure I am. Weve been living in such toxic conditions that my mom has developed this sort of stockholm syndrome type relationship with my dad, and her younger brother (my uncle), and his wife (my A-I-L, her S-I-L). At first i thought i could try and save mom but shes too far gone that she strictly forbids me from fending for myself whenever either of the three try to berate me and drive me to tears and breaking down for the fifth time every week.

All i wish now is to be able to pay back at least some of the debt, for my mom and my fur daughters’ sake, and hopefully my own. I have been in a downwards spiral ever since i have been tolerating being the “odd one out” kid from school. in general, and even in the family, its been literal years and my entire life, im tired of being used and tossed to the side, im tired of being the punching bag of a cosmic joke, and im tired of my disabilities. im tired of being useless to the people i care for the most. so please. help us.

My wish now is to be able to help mom and our fur daughters move away from our domestic ab*sers. everything is an endless spiral of dead ends and im sick of it. ive been self sabotaging for years but a small part of me still has hope, please. i dont want to believe that this is where it ends for us. in this world of darkness and cruelty that spits on our faces, only my mom and our fur daughters have shown me the smallest glimpse of happiness. and even then ive failed them by becoming a barely functioning patient of depression. so, please, dont take my sunshines away.

[refuse2analyze]

homeless, help needed - offering various commissions

i havent been in/active in the art community for a while, and to be honest my return is for selfish reasons. i had to unexpectedly pack up and leave my home due to my bad family situation becoming significantly worse in the beginning of this year. so, i’ve been homeless since march. i’ll add the TLDR of my story towards the bottom of this if anybody wants it, but for now i’ll cut to the chase :p

cashapp: $uluvrory / venmo: circusfool / ask for zelle (unfortunately my paypal got hacked and i simply do not have the mental capacity to deal with that rn)

because of my desperate situation, i’m doing name your price commissions, as low as $5. of course the quality of the art will match the amount paid, which is why i’ll do anything ranging from a traditional sketch to a digital painting.

if you’re a real kind heart i would greatly appreciate any kind of donations, though i’d feel guilty not repaying the favor with at least a doodle

i have a general idea of what prices will amount to what kind of art, so dm me what you’re willing to pay and we can discuss!

since im still setting up my tumblr again, more examples are on my instagram of the same username! not currently logged in, though -> my situation below

this is a very summarized story, and i’ll refrain much information for safety purposes. certain family i lived with was known to mistreat members of our family. her biggest punching bags have 1. died 2. left due to her treatment. so i became her biggest target

she was supportive of my lgbt identity, until i came out as trans. currently i find the most comfort being unlabeled in every aspect of my identity, but at the time, i came out as trans, and discovered that this was not a safe space anymore.

things worsened at home, and i was practically only there to sleep due to fear and anxiety. being out daily from sunrise to night was miserable, being put in very uncomfortable and unsafe situations, which would absolutely have been worse if i didnt have a place to sleep.

i was told i cannot be out of the house like that, and i had to stay indoors, not allowed to isolate from her, or i had to leave. given how unsafe i felt around her and in that house at all, the only answer i felt i had was to leave. i knew it was going to have to happen since i initially moved with her at 15, i just didn’t expect it to have to happen so fast (i was 19 at the time, now 20)

i moved in with a friend’s dad. but unfortunately he lived in a filthy house with black mold all over the walls and vents of each room, all kinds of bug infestations, floor covered with garbage, and about 20 people (give or take), many on drugs, with constant fighting and violence. on top of that, her dad is a very scary guy, who knows my dad, a very scary guy, both in gangs and unpredictable due to their drug usage.

while here each paycheck went to clothing since my stuff was stolen on the daily (including expensive things, like my nintendo switch. man.) i had to leave that place unexpectedly and so the only items i took with me were what i had on my person when i went to work, and i had to rebuy everything from scratch (clothing, hygiene items, underwear, socks…)

after that i was floating around and as of recently i’ve been staying at a youth shelter! ive made it so far on my own, but my savings is getting pretty dry, and my minimum wage work is only giving me 8-12 hours per week, which is very hard to live off of. im frantically looking for other jobs, but its been a month with very little luck

i hope this post doesnt come across as too pity-seeking. any kind of assistance is so appreciated!!

[shroommush]

So. I made a whole rant post talking about a fic of mine, and when i tried to post it, tumblr decided NOPE, and ITS GONE NOW. So im not writing all that again, but heres a link to a doc thatll explain it so i dont have to sit here and write it all again

(This was copied from a rant on discord, and my friend was running out of time for me to explain the fic, so i kinda got a little rushed around the end. But i was going into way too much detail in the first place, so its fine.. sigh...)

Anyways, heres some comics and art i drew of the fic, cause i love and adore them so so much and NEED to share them with you

I hope you all enjoy "A way out of this slimy situation" or, AWOOTS

And two more drawings, cause thmblr has a ten image limit per post (ill reply to this post with another comic for AWOOTS, but it'll make more sense with context so PLEASE go read the doc if you havent already, you will be very confused otherwise)

[starfall-sys]

Gonna put a lil note here for yall:

I only share a fraction of my system experience and general experience overall

There is a lot that goes behind the scenes that no one here knows of because of the nature of it and because i have the autonomy to not share it

You guys havent even MET the majority of us yet.

So

If our experiences seem weird to you its because i choose what to share and what I dont. I don’t tell you much about the countless doctor visits I go to for trying to acquire an actual diagnosis for everything. I don’t tell you about the days where I cant even remember anything, where its all blank. I don’t tell you about the nights where I have had to deal with a persecutor trying to do stupid shit (not elaborating on that for privacy reasons). I don’t tell you much about days where I am unable to even leave the house

Wanna know something? Our doctor knows about the rest of us. And she agrees. And shes the ONLY person who is not willing to give up on all of us. Our school knows about us and are quite literally helping us acquire the AuDHD diagnosis

I’m not some chronically online 13 year old. I am a senior in highschool, who is in a school band, is in a government funded school program for arts, is a part of a Mental Health group that actively promotes mental health and wellbeing, and has a job INSIDE the school working for highschool credits. I have a life outside Tumblr. And yknow whats the best part

I dont have to elaborate on any of it. Because none of yall need to know any of it.

You never know someone from just online posts alone. So sorry if my experiences are weird to you, its not me, its just you not acknowledging the fact that maybe, just maybe, that theres more to it than what meets the eye.

Go ahead, make fun of me, bully me, slap me in the face if you need to. None of that will ever equate the bullshit I grew up with. The bullshit that we all had to deal with.

This is all im gonna say because yall just want attention lol. Now I should get back to my life, I have a performance coming up.

Sincerely,

Silas (Host)

[henriiiii-1001]

general update

its been over a month since i like. ig "left" tumblr? i havent been active here at all and only checked it for any notifs. despite the weird gore rbs i got like. two days ago, ive actually been doing p okay. im mentally preparing to go back to college next week (just to my apartment tho, classes dont start until the 26th), and ive actually been drawing a bit more! mostly for art collabs i joined, but i still think theyre p cool!! i hope to post them here once those deadlines come up bc i wanna show you guys, esp to those who dont follow my insta.

i'll most likely come back to tumblr when i upload those drawings though. it'll give me enough time to adjust back to college by the time that day comes. ive also been thinking a LOT abt like. oc lore, specifically for ug. i will also open my askbox up again by that time in case you guys wanna ask questions or just check in (ofc ur not forced to do so, do so if you want).

i also need to update my pjsk stats post. i need to rb it again so y'all can see if ur interested

uuhhh that's it for now. see you on the flipside! (or on instagram. or discord. either one LMAO)

[cata-strophes]

do u guys mind if i do some self reblogs from time to time? i just learned that the qsmp is ending and i want to reblog some of my favourite arts

also there is a little angel duo comic i was doing for an event and kinda. never finished it on time and kinda dropped lmao. im not rly into mcyt anymore (except for hermitcraft which i still watch and am on a zine for), everything that happened just kinda made me want to take a step back, but i still want to finish that

also i have a twins duo (explicitly their characters) comic i did for that same event that i rly love but never posted because of everything that happened and to this point idk if i want to post it or not, or if u guys would even want to see it, i think if i did i definitely would only post it on tumblr just bc i feel more comfortable having it here than any other platform

idk i guess i just wanted to write my feelings, i know i havent been around much, sorry, i was dealing with art block after everything in that hapenned and got into comics and OCs again and then a lot of very stressful stuff hapenned in my personal life and now im busy w college and some fanzines and im back to reading a shitton of dadzawa fics (expect some bnha fanart again?? who knows, i need to catch up also) (i definitely want to finish that angel duo comic sometime soon tho)

[starfac3]

hii so in a post you wanted someone to talk abt their mlp headcannons, i’m getting into mlp rn so id absolutely love 2 hear them! (also just a question from a new tumblr user, can you see my asks on my page?) feel free to message them or whatever tumblr response mechanism there is! ^ω^

-not forcing, Moss ^^

AH HI MOSS !! THANK YOU FOR THE ASK :] 💖

first off , yes i can see your ask button !!! and welcome to tumblr :)

i tried to respond to this 4 times and i lost all my text and almost cried so im gonna make this much shorter than it was supposed to be (8 paragraphs) 😞 PROBABLY A RELIEF FOR MOST OF U THO LOL i have too many headcanons but here are some of my headcanons and /or “perfect world” scenarios for mlp g4 :)

i cant put all of my hcs here but im gonna put the ones i tell most ppl !!! ALSO NOT ALL OF THESE ARE IN THE SAME UNIVERSE!!! (if anybody wants more, ask me something specific .. >:3 nyeheh)

💜 - the mane six minus twilight have all been friends their whole lives, but not as a friend group until twilight came along!!

🩵 - branching off of the last one, rarity has made outfits for ALL of the ponies before !! but pinkie pie has been by far her most loyal customer because yk she throws parties like triweekly !! rarity mostly specializes in dressmaking but can also make other types of stuff . :) pinkie pie and fluttershy both seperately have taken some sewing classes from rarity cuz they alwayss loved her stuff :)

💛 - fluttershy runs/works a petshop/veterinarian clinic

💖 - at some point , pinkie pie moves out of sugarcube corner and runs her own nightclub !! (but like its not a naughty club, this is ponyville we are talking about here !! just lots of candy and soda and DANCING AND GAMES :3) and pinkie pie would be the funnest momma evr >w<

💙 - rainbow dash becomes a coach for the wonderbolts / some sort of coach :)

🧡 - applejack would grow up and continue to just run her family business and have a family of her own !! applejack would be a very caring mother but also she wouldnt take shit from anypony!! if anybody bullied her kid she’d have to try so hard not to kick anypony that bothers her and her kids

🩵 - rarity never expands her business or gets big, but she’s happy with it! her store is independent and a gem that many talk about all around the nation. :) she would be a fun mom but she would spoil the kid a lot lolz

💜 - twilight works at a school as a science/math/magic teacher, book author or a librarian! she would be a pretty average mom IN THE NICEST WAY POSSIBLE just saying she’s just your average girl!! but she has lots of knowledge to share :3 !!

🩷 - either:

-mane six all are alicornized. you cant just give the order keepers of the nation some fancy crystals and tell them to go on with their day while one friend who happened to be a rich unicorn who went to a unicorn school and got hit with a rainbow beam turns into a goddess and you have to watch her outlive you, you make them all goddesses or none of them. especially if the gifted unicorn never asked to be alicornized.

or

- twilight and cadenza rule together. cadence was done so dirty :( she was given goddess powers just to be sent to a Far Off Land and the Twilight was favored to just RULE A WHOLE NATION ALONE. insanity. also they have been friends / chosen sisters for the longest time. this scenario would not only give cadence a better storyline, but also spit in the faces of “theres already 5 alicorns” ❗️

~

there was nothing about vamp rarity because i havent expanded on her yet <//3 and also you guys have yet to see my whole cross-race breeding chart.. >:P

but thats all for now TwT sorry it still got long , i hope you or somepony enjoyed !! if anypony draw/write something off of these PLEASE tag me just cuz i NEED content with these !!!!!!! :33 plzplzplzplz and tag me in any pony art/writing/ etc :3 anybody feel free to ask for more !!! bye bye <33

[gooeykit]

could we please have some more info and drawings on Guess for whem.....reasons :-D

HI so i havent drawn Guess or the others in years, so i took the opportunity to do some doodles between art trades i have going on

and here are the older drawings. my tumblr is throwing a hissy fity over compiling them side by side soooo i guess the post's formatting is fucked.

Guess is one i want to redesign but knowing me it wont be for another long while and would just be like a few changes to better fit the world theyre in, better reflect the rabbit breed they are and distance them from Izutsumi who i hadn't known about and maybe hadnt even debuted in the west when i made them.. BUT OH WELL! lol

Gus is a soul thief. I swear to god ive made mutiple posts about Sulum what explain what that is, but i cant find any of them, but to put briefly, soul thieves are creatures born of a sapient soul in a non sapient body, morphed by the inherent magic found in sapient creatures in this universe. Soul thieves have the ability to do this through their palm, given there needs to be nothing in the way of the palm, and the soul will be stored as a layer of keratin in the horns.

Gus is a domestic rabbit with a human soul which was granted to it by Sulum after being pressured into it by Densun who didn't know that by reviving it, it would also be given human intellect. All of the souls held by Sulum are adult, so Guess has a strange identity where the body is trying to catch up to the soul transforming it and is rapidly maturing. Theyre also both having to deal with the fact that they have to be raised all over again by 2 children and like having essentially phantom impulses and memories from their passed life both as a rabbit and a human. Basically Guess rapidly goes between being very immature to mature behavior wise. Nothing from either life's worth of memories are solid, the only remaining piece from either is that the rabbit was killed by dogs and now Guess has a permanent hate for them. This also makes it so that they don't have a very solid feeling identity, so they go by multiple names and pronouns.

While Guess is a soul thief, they dont have horns and this is because of rabbits having fur on their pads, so Jess isn't able to use their powers.

All the souls held by Sulum are people that a religious cult deemed worthy of death, so theres room for Guess's human identity being someone who betrayed the sect or otherwise tried to cross it. I've been meaning to play with these characters more lately, so thats something id like to toy with soon to flesh her out.

[eznii]

A while ago you reblogged a post of someone hyping up orv

I saw the post, liked it (i go through my likes pretty often to see what I’ll actually reblog) and told myself I’d read it eventually (I didn’t, I needed up unliking the post bc I figured I wouldn’t get around to it)

I made a new friend a few weeks ago who’s really into webcomics, and he recommended me orv amongst a few other ones, but I started reading orv just because I remembered that one tumblr post

I read through the whole comic in a few days, and then started reading the webnovel and oh my god

Anyways all that to say thank you for reblogging that one post that one time :]

OMG THANK YOU this is so sweet :) i had a similar experience where i started reading it because tumblr user ot3 described it as "homestuck but if the author liked the readers" and cause it was free on web at the time (i think theres a epub on reddit somewhere now) and OOGHHH the new emotions it made me have.....the way i was SOBBING by the end....kim dokja you are a wonderful experience and if i think about you too hard i start screaming crying throwing up etc <3333 good luck reading the novel!!! idk if you want more recs but s-classes that i raised (webcomic on webtoon or someplace, webnovel translated by @/sfstranslations here on tumblr) has an extremely similar protagonist and equally as heartwrenching of a storyline, though it doesnt have the same "reader/story" themes as orv and instead does. uh. other things. it was similarly recced to me by @/hehearse who is CRAZY good at comics and orv art so check them out too if you havent already !! for any of my other followers who followed me for homestuck, go check omniscient readers viewpoint out!!! im gonna reblog the propaganda post after this so i do my part o7

[bisquuet]

notices + happy dev ! :D

please read! if you want! + TLDR AT END!

this is technically long but its nothing crazy and FRANKLY, i dont use tumblr alot so pls bare with me (thats just an overall statment for anything i do on this place sob)

OTHER OCS + ELDERS:

i know i dont show the others of the rwar family as much but if theres someone that you guys want to know more pls lmk! (whether by name or image) i would love to share about them since i have to either way eventually :D speaking of, the rwar clan has elders. i wanted to share them when they are done but i might just drop em as i go!

ASKS + NEW ART?:

sorry i havent done the asks or new art. i explained on my bsky but basically my wrist has been CRAP. since i use it for hw a lot, it gets already worn out so when i finally have a chance to draw after,, i can only do so for like 30 minutes before needing a break :sob: i still have the drive but the motivation and time... is lacking which makes me a bit sad. I really love devlin and the story around him and all of my friends oc, i think about them all the time and I wish i could just show that whenever i could D: but like. SCHOOL AGHHH . (the demise of it all)

OTHER PROJECTS:

as you may or may not have seen, i posted the calling to the MAP that I am hosting :D this is one of many projects i have in the works. unfortunately, none are mariuma-oc adjacent. some other projects are of my other ocs, such as dubbing and animation work. as well as im working more on my comic, After End! if you are at all interested in that then feel free to follow me on bluesky at bisquuet, my most active social atm! (linked) if u want to see my other socials click here for my linktree

This is about to get a bit personal so feel free to skip!:

this is really just a slightly related rant, but also..im afraid i seem a bit self-centered at times becuz, i dont draw my friends characters AS much or share about them and yet im here so happy whenever they draw for me and you know.. INVOLVE themselves into my ocs! i cant help but be a bit guilty that... im too involved with my own ocs..? like its weird to explain this feeling. 😭 and i frankly dont want to get TOO much into it just cuz this is a tumblr for silly demon ocs of mairuma not a ranting/personal acc lol but. it HAS happened where i am too involved with my fandom oc and it gets 'popular' and then someone 'calls me out' for pushing my ocs into others and that. kinda killed it yk? like i dont want to push devlin either onto everyones faces but im also scared that it gives off that its all i talk about (which is kinda true? idk) 😭 like eventually i just melted away from it a bit, to. prevent what has happened before. i rarely draw that other fandom oc becuz of that. and like i said, i love devlin, i dont want that to happen. I want to keep creating but, my personal feelings and my physical limits, and even my mental state stops me and it SUCKS!! rahh! anyways, i need to get more into the habit to just posting whatever on here cuz i srsly have a lot backlogged but i just hold back from posting them cuz i think they are 'ugly' or well, unappealing ><... ill get to it eventually!

devlin is very personal to me. in a way, he reflects me haha,, but also i cherish it if others relate to him, thats kinda the purpose almost. I also really love mairuma!!

no need to affirm me or anything, just wanted to get some things across, since i have a hard time stating my feelings! feel free to share if you kinda relate to what i mean tho if ya want

CONCLUSION + TLDR:

feel free to ask about my other rwar ocs, im happy to share info about them. I will be sharing more soon down the road,,,, asks will be answered oh so slowly cuz of time(school), motivation and wrist pain! i have other projs like mairuma map! my other socials if u wanna follow too besides mairuma oc stuff: linktree err my feelings ig, dw about it tho fr, i love devlin and im happy if you do too! OKAY thats it! thanks for reading if you did, i cant promise when more art will be shared on here. I will say that a school break is coming up! but as of now i need to LOCK IN!!!! ROARR okay byeee <3 🦖

[henriiiii-1001old]

coming back/moving blogs

hey, been a while, hasn't it? i hope you're all doing well! this is my official coming-back-to-tumblr post, but it's a little different than i had originally planned.

i've decided it would be in my best interests to move blogs after a bit of thinking. i feel like coming back here would just feel too awkward for both me and you guys, especially with my now deleted drama post. i just wanna move on from all this bullshit, especially since i've had do deal with a lot of other shit, including college.

it's still @/evrydaygets-darkr, just moved to a different account. i still like the name, so i'm keeping it for now. this account will still be up for archival purposes, but it will never be active again. i hope you understand. (EDIT: changed to @henriiiii-1001 bc of shit that happened w ak recently. see this for more info and this for my official statement on it)

as a general life update, i'm done with my first semester of college!! it's been kinda fun so far! i've made a couple friends here and there, and classes (except for math) were super cool!!! i loved most of my professors, and i am honestly excited for the upcoming semester! ive been artblocked to hell and back though, so i don't have much in terms of new art or writing, but i've been trying my best to get out of it. i also gained a new hyperfixation, which is project sekai: colorful stage (abbreviated as pjsk), so i'll probably be posting abt that quite a bit (btw my fav group is wxs and my fav character is tsukasa :3 ), specifically abt stats and achievements w like song completions, maybe some pulls too!

im also gonna put a few updates on aus and oc stories rq:

for my tmc aus: the big ones i'm working on are getting new masterposts and infodumps for the new blog. i would rb posts from this blog to the new one, but due to some personal stuff i don't feel very comfortable doing that. i havent been able to cook much lore-wise for any of them, but i'll probably get back into the swing of things once i start interacting w you guys again. - for specifically father's duty: i'll hopefully have chapter 3 done soon. it's actually been almost done for a while now, i just need to think of the ending. thank you to those who've stuck with me this far <3 (EDIT: all my tmc aus are discontinued. read above for more info)

for murder files: i'm gonna change up the pacing a bit because i feel like i was going a bit too fast with it. i wanna take my time with it and make it feel as real as possible. it might take me a bit to get fully set up bc im probably gonna have to plan a few steps ahead, which i've barely done. i just need time to plan everything out and draw some shit

i will try to post as often as i can to get back into using tumblr like a true tumblrina (even though i see theyve made some more disgusting changes so yay </3 ), though it'll probably take some getting used to.

i really missed you guys. i'll see you on the flipside.

-henry/thatcher

[taiigaatea]

actually fuck this. why should i be afraid of the rhythm doctor community !! im literally the funniest person to ever exist?!??!?? so here is a really quick nonart post starting with my incredibly correct opinions on which rd characters would be taylor swift fans

all i have to say is that i started projecting onto lucky after i accidentally started crushing on a girl who is a swiftie and ended up gettiing hyperfixated on her music ,,,,,,, i think everyone else mostly makes sense althpugh i might move mr stevenson to neutral

oh can i post more of my old pictures . i havent touched them since they were first made thisis crazy

why are there so many

this one first !!! cecil liked this one when i posted it last year (hi cecil idk if youre on tumblr) but i still think its accurate... i keep getting distracted while writing tnhis post sorry here ill make up a rdhc (rhythm doctor headcanon) right now. um.. ada and ian used to online date on roblox as kids before officially meeting in college (they dont know its eachother). i wanted to make a comic out of that but never had the time

here have the whole image. this is a reminder that i still need to post my art from christmas collab because i forgot about that too !!!

(also i want to clarify super quickly that i dont actually think im the funniest person ever or that my opinions are objectively correct ,, i just like saying that because it makes me feel better when things are Not Going Very Well)

[jessaerys]

ugh i keep debating whether i should use this blog to post smaller quick doodles and my main to post finished/polished art but the years of blog-as-business brain are harshing my vibes ):

pros

really missing the fandom interactive charm of having my little posts and headcanons next to my art! people follow you for your art and stay for the insanegirlposting. and there really is nothing more satisfying than people being like wow you’ve made me like/ship/understand this

will have a space to make art for fun and not profit which i desperately miss and will probably be extremely good for my soul. will make it easier to focus on making art for Me and not for Engagement. also it will make making art very low stakes which means i will probably make more quick, careless art <- a good thing. just general healing relationship with art potential

cons

will gain followers here and the artfluencer brain is telling me i should amass followers in a single place which is a smarter business strategy 

people will clock my art style and link this blog to my main, which is allegedly a professional Illustrator blog, or at least shares url with my other social media artfluencer accounts. not that it is a capital S secret and i do often reblog back and forth but i think it would make it Very clear and you guys have seen the shit i post. so there's a little bit of professional risk. though to be fair, tumblr discourse shit rarely reaches instagram/the ruins of twitter. however i do make a lot of my business through tumblr. it also just sucks in general to gain an Evil Problematic Person Rep (again)

( a pro here is that its nice to just Be Yourself. i havent had this much fun on tumblr in years until i made this sideblog and it's really helped me heal a bunch of the baggage from the infamous d-verose witchhunts)

will gain followers here and will gain notoriety (<- hot artist problem) which means more normie people finding this blog and possible harassment 

i like that this blog is small. i already have 2k+ followers and will probably need to remake if i got to like. 5-7k.

i like that it gains followers on my whimsy alone and not because i make good art… <- also a hot artist problem